Monday, August 25, 2008

just thinking....

Tomorrow is my last day on clomid and besides some crazy dreams, I don't think I've been too cranky this last few days. I could be wrong, but I want to believe that I wasn't too mean! :) I've been thinking these last few days of the past and the future and here are some of those random thoughts...

  • If we did get pregnant this month, I would have a summer baby.

  • In the past I've felt alone in this struggle. Wondering why me? But all along, I've had my husband by my side struggling through this too. I know he wants a child so badly and I DO know that this will happen for us one day! Also, throughout the ups and downs of our struggle, we've always had GREAT friends and family members. These amazing and supportive friends and family are always there for us; saying prayers for us, sending emails, and "I'm thinking of you" notes. I am very appreciative of our friends and family. :)

  • Even though our babies won't be on "our" timeline; they will be on God's timeline and for this I am thankful. I know I don't see the bigger picture now, but one day I will and we'll look back and be so thankful for God's goodness.

3 comments:

Abby Larson said...

I've taken Clomid before and don't remember it making me as cranky as it made me sweat bullets! Hopefully you will miss out on this "wonderful" symptom! I'm praying for you and sending some baby dust your way!

Mandy, Dustin and Thomas said...

Dustin and I are always praying for you and Mike. You both are awesome people and will be awesome parents one day.

LeeAnn Howard said...

I have to agree with your last statement! What I always thought about was how I wanted my kids 2.5 years apart. Never thinking that was not how far apart God wanted my kids to be. Someday I too will understand the whole picture and will look back and smile at it. For now, we have to keep our heads up. :) I'm always thinking of you Kasey!