Lately I've had so many thoughts running through my head. About who I am. What I want to do. How hard this last year has felt. Overcoming obstacles. Enjoying life. Sacrificing things. Laughing. Crying. Questioning? Advocating. Traveling. Teaching. Sadness. Happiness. Lots and lots of emotions. I feel like I'm juggling a lot. And I know I am.
We lost my Grandma last July. I still don't think I've actually gotten over it. I was the only one with her when she passed. I am so thankful that I was with her but it was also the hardest thing I might have ever gone through. I miss her. alot.
The miscarriage that we had this year also rocked me. Tomorrow is the due date of our angel baby. I just don't have any words. Still struggling with this one.
Also we are having some health issues with E and trying to figure out what is going on. It's scary. Hard. Overwhelming. I've been researching and advocating and trying to bring awareness to what it might be. Still waiting for some final testing and blood work to be done.
We have also had some really fun things this year. Alex is loving soccer and Evan is loving gymnastics. We sold our house and bought a new one with a closing date in June. I've traveled for my Lemondropper oil events and leadership retreats. Mike is graduating with his second masters in May. Life is good. really good. It's all about finding some balance and being thankful each and every step along the way.
I love blogging here. I miss blogging here. I am going to make a regular commitment to getting back to what I love. To finding time to write here. Celebrate the fun. the silly. the good, bad and ugly.
Making a goal to start hustling here in and writing our family memories down again.
Let's find some balance. :)